I Don't Need You To...

Fix me, cuz im way past broken

Help me, cuz your help always hurts

And most off all i don't need your love.


Today was a pretty awfull day, i would rather go back to being bored. Tyler and Jacob showed up today, and when i asked them where they were Jake ignored me and Tyler argued that it was none of my business. I told him i was his best friend and i was concerned but he didn't listen, he said it was none of my concerne and walked away. Tyler isn' the type to do that, so this means somthin wrog happened. Riley i wish you were heare, Jacob wont listen to anyone but you, i know i know sorry. But im just verry worried about Tyler and him hurting someone =s

I know they will be back to normal sooner or later, well at least i hope

Ohh well...

Lov y'all

~Autumn<3

Nothing, nothing, and more nothing...and HAPPY BIRTHAY

Geuss what happened yesterday....NOTHING! Woo friken hooo. Im so fucking bored i acctually want to go to school. Ohh well theres only one more day in this hell hole of a house >< I hate this appartment its small and stupid!!

Matty and Paula are being bitches and still spreading rumars about me, gaylords. =p ohh well i can deal with the rumars. what i cant deal with is that Jacob, Tyler and Marcus are still missing>< WERE THE FUCK DID THEY GO! Im acctually a little worried and i think i should look into thier wereabouts soon.

TO my Favoritest Riley!!
Tommoro is you birthday!!!! i had to write this today because i may not get to tommoro =P SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!! I miss u so much and im visiting you very VERY soon, sooner than you may think, i may come down on your birthday and we can have a little party of our own =)Well i love yea hun bun and i cant wait to give you your present =p

Love y'all

~Autumn<3

I can't help it if you look like an angel

Can't help i wanna kiss you in the rain so come feel this magic ive been feeling since I met youcan't help it if there's no one elseI can't help myself.

I am in love with this song! It makes my life, its perfect <3><><><

Ill stop rambling now =)

Love you all

~Autumn<3

In my world...

everyone owns a tutu and like to spin, nobody makes loud noises, and i dont want to smack people.

In my world boys are smart and respect girls, and going out is like wicked awsome. Everyone would be with the person the really like and no one is jelious. My world is simple see, i just want things to go smoothly =) is that so much to ask for

To my dear mother

I wish you would go die sometimes. and i wanna make it happen. But i would never do that, because as much as i hate when u say u do these things to protect me because you love me, i know its true, in the back of my head i allways agree. I know your always there even when i make it seem like your not. I just wish i could talk to you more and its not your fault i cant, its mine and im sorry. Im sorry for all those times i wished you werent my mom and for all the times i said my problems were your fault. Im sorry i made you feel guilty. i love you soo much you mean everything to me and i want you to be happy.
I love you mommy <3

~Autumn<3

Forget about the past, live life in the now!

HELLLLOOOOOO!!!!!
Im frigin tired, i think everyone is. Im sorry for not writting over the weekend but i can only write when my mom isnt home and she was home all weekend because my grandmother came over. I frigin love my grandmother shes awsome=) My weekend wasnt very good tho. I had some boy troubles. The boys down here are violent its rediculious! First Jacob pushed me in snow, then Tyler mad snow from a tree fall on me, then Jacob pushed me again, then all of them ganged up on me and Shelly and threw us down the hill. I have a few brusis but ill live. It was fun until Shelly started fighting with Mark and ruined it all.
WTF im so dissapointed at you, you make me want to scream. Just thought you had to know i will be talking to u tonight

Love you

~Autumn<3

Dance dance dance dance dance!

HEYYYYY
Im having a wonderfull day =) whick is good news seeing how it dosnt happen to often. I am lovin life right now. Its all good =) Karly and I are going to see The Unborn tonight!!!! Fuck i realy wanna see that movie. It looks good. Today at school we sat on top of the gay portable and got yelled at it was so funny Mr Bahjah had a spaz lol
Ahh fucking Jacob wont leave me alone because he knows who im talking to >< I swere im gonna punch this kid out if he dosnt shut the fuck up. Tyler wont talk to me cuz im making Jacob misruble by talking to "Riley" =p Fuck man thay are so annoying.
IM GOING TO A DANCE THIS WEEKEND!!!! Sarah is making me come to her big dance class end of the year recitle dinner thing. Its tonight at like 8 till 11 I LOVE TO DANCE. Ahh u have to dress up for this so im wering a dress that my aunt sophi got me. its hot i love it. its like white and it sweys when i spin =) i think theres somthing wrong with my mom. today she gave me $50 and i was like what is this for? she pause then said uhhhhh go get ur nails done or somthin i was like wtf okay???

Riley
Hi hun! I think that u should! I LOVE U AND AM SUPPORTING U
CAPS IS CONTAGIOUS WATCH OUT!
xoxoxoxoxoxox

~Autumn<3

Hey There Chikita!

I was just talking with some of the guys!! OMG ther are so funny. They are all on crack and have no idea. Im happy i have this blog to tell all this and they dont know about tit =) Well i have a crush on someone =p I feel like a child it so bad. Im so falling hard for him. His name is Kenny and he is sooooo sexifull =p
Anyway now that that news is out i can talk about more importan things. Like any clubs im going to. RIELY u need to get your ass down here to go to blood rave with me im soooo lonely. Jacobs been a bitch since you left and that makes tyler a bitch whick makes Dylen a bich and so on.

Riley
Babe i miss you!!!! Get ur ass down here! Love yayhh hun
AND U ARE SO WEARING A DRESS!! U WILL LOOK HOT! TALK TO YOU SOON TIME!!!

Juliet
Keep pushing the dress!!!!!!!!
Lmfao

~Autumn

Today is only another day, so why stop now?

If you get tired of life, do you not kill yourself?
If you get tired of someone, do you nor rid of them?
If you just get tired, do you not sleep?
But why?
Can you not fight that erge (<--I cant spell )? Are you not strong enough to or ar you just to lazy? Well see thats the problem, your to lazy. Get the fuck up and do somthing with your gay ass life and stop complaining to me about it! Fuck i hate it when you do this. I wish you could want to be with me, and i wish you want to make me happy. But that wont happen will it. Because today is not fair, maybe tomorro, which i doubt or the next day, but i can wait see. Because im not one to hate life. When i dance my problems go away, so thats what i do, dance.

To Riley
I agree with Juliet, you should were a dress!! You would look so hot =) and you know it (Please dont bite me =) i love you

To Juliet
I LIKE CREEPERS THEY MAKE MY LIFE!!! You have to make her were tha dress cuz she will look hot =)

~Autumn<3

WOOT a Blog.. i feel special!!

HI
This is to the few people who shall read this. love y'all!! thanks for your support and everything. I hope to vent a lot on here so please forgive the foul language. Thanks so much again. OMG and thanks to Riley!! Who showed me the ways of the Blog =) and she told me to thannk Juliet for showing her. So thank you juliet for showing her so she could show me =)
I like blogging and i hope to post things as often as i can. I will keep you all posted on how my "pack" is doing too, lol

Thanks again
~Autumn~ <3