
Im not sure what has come over me as of late. I have been so tired. And just down right depressed. It seemes no one blogs anymore. Im alone here. Not that that is a problem. I dont know where i belong. I wish i knew, but that is something you learn when you realize who you are. I see that i have fallen from grace here, im off my high horse, and this is reality. I realy just want to go back to how it was, to go home, but home isnt there, Im practicaly lost inside. Although i have indeed lost my mind, i have not lost my dignity.
I know my posts havnt been making sense at all, but that is just me, writing the emotions that flow out of my fingertips. It is my way of venting, other than the occasional going out and killing something. I have recently taken up smoking. I know I know. Why Nora, you always tell everyone NOT to smoke. Yah well shit happens. Deal with it.
Some people have recently been trying to make my life a misurible hell. To you, you guys know who you are. GO DIE, befor i do it for you. I know EVERYONE reading this is wonderin, what happened to fun lovable Nora. Well guess what, she died. For now i guess. Maybe and hopefully not forever. I want her back to you know. You all think this has something to do with Tyler Miller. well it dosnt. It has EVERYTHING to do with tyler miller. Well maybe not everything.
So we had a fight. And as most of you may know how Shawna and Jacob ALWAYS fought (sorry guys its true) Tyler started to do the same. And as you may know. The are visious. Im not sur where it all started, it just did. So now, were in a fight, and Sage is helping me through it a lot. Same With Arielle and Shawna, and Kenzy, and Jake,.... somewhat. Well im am so Hacking tired. But i cant go to bed, i have to go out to some random meeting in th middle of no where. You all know how that gets....
ANYWAY. hope to clime out of this depression soon guys. I like writing happy thoughts, if I had any...
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As I read that, it reminds me how I thought of myself losing myself. Now I dont know if I ever found her or not. I cant tell anymore.
ReplyDeleteI hope things get better soon hun, find youself before you lose yourself like I did.